mimi's diary

creep

I feel like a creep for existing.

I don’t know why, but every time i talk to someone i feel gross. why do i dislike myself so much to the point of this happening.

I want to feel like a normal person, but i can’t because i see myself as a burden. I don’t get why my self-esteem is so low.

I hate the fact i can’t let myself experience the same joys other people do just because i think of myself so lowly. It’s really no surprise I’m lonely with how I treat myself.

I just want someone to reach out and tell me that I’m wrong, but how can anyone do that when I see myself as a burden.